Sunday, September 9, 2012

i don't know what this feeling..

I don't know what this is. I can't explain this feelings. I'm not in love with you. But I want you to be happy. I know I can't always be the one to make you happy, but I would love every single opportunity to be able to.

I want to give you things you've been missing in your life. I want you to know that you always have someone you can truly count on to be there for you whenever you need them. You can depend on me. 

I want to stand by you, no matter what life throws at us, and I'm willing to fight. Because God knows your stubbornness and my stubbornness have gotten us into trouble before, but I want to work through every single conflict with you.

It's impossible to stay mad at you no matter how deeply you've hurt me or disappointed me. I want to care for you like no one else has or ever will, not even your own mother or that girl who left your heart shattered on the ground after after making you happy momentarily. 

You need to know that you can trust me with your secrets, your insecurities, your silly-ness and immaturity, with the important things in your life. I won't judge you,ever. And even if I won't agree with something,it won't make me feel any differently about you. 

You need to know that you can be yourself around me because everyone needs at least one person who they can tear down the walls with and just be themselves-entirely. 

I want to make you feel safe, like you can once again trust the good in people, that there is still hope. That not all seven billions people in this Earth are the same. That someone genuinely does care. 

I want to give everything I have to you and I ask for nothing in return.

I want to help you be the best person you wish to be, and I want to be there for you every step of the way because you're important to me and you matter.

I believe in you. I just want to be your friend. I don't know why I feel this way. but I do...

Is this what love is??  To sacrifice yourself for benefit of others individual?? I don't know about that. But, why do I feel these things for you??