Saturday, October 27, 2012

what if i can't forget u


"It’s hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life’d be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it."
"When you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with the curves of his shoulders. The angles of his collarbones. You fall in love with the colors of his eyes and the softness oh his lips. You fall in love with his cheekbones, you fall in love with every eyelash, every freckle. You fall in love with everything."

jika mencari kesempurnaan itu bukan aku

i've try so may times to win ur heart but until now there is nothing i got. u never appreciate me. never at all. i can't face it anymore. its really hurt !

Sunday, September 9, 2012

hope u'll understand dear..:')


Remember when I cried to you a thousand timesI told you everything, you know my feelings

These feelings I can't shake no moreThis feeling's running out the doorI can feel it falling downAnd I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no moreThis emptiness in the bottom drawerIt's getting harder to pretendAnd I'm not coming back around againRemember when
I remember when it was 'Together till the end'Now I'm alone again, where do I begin?I cried a little bit, you died a little bitPlease say there's no regrets and say you won't forget
But I'm not lost and I'm not goneI haven't forgot
That was then, now it's the endI'm not going back, I can't pretend

I've never wanted anyone so bad after I've been hurt by someone until I meet you. Since that you bring back my smile, my laugh and throw away all the tears. You told me to keep on flying and catch my dream even there is so many obstacles in front of me and I did. But suddenly, when everytime I try to fly, I fall...

 Because, you broke one of my wings and I will keep on falling if you didn't catch me. :')

THE THINGS THAT A GUY'S ALWAYS FORGET

I'm just found it while I'm blog walking on someone's blog. Well, actually its just a nice word to shared. So for all dear guys out there, do figured it out. Heart is not a toy that you can play with, its fragile and can turn into the pieces anytime, so stop playing with that.

THE THINGS THAT A GUY'S ALWAYS FORGET


• While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention.

• While you’re giving her problems, another guy is listening.

• While you're too busy for her, another Guy is making time for her.

• While you're making her cry, another Guy is trying to make her smile again.

• When you're not sure if you still want her, another Guy has already figured it out.


Appreciate what you have before it become what you had.

i don't know what this feeling..


I don't know what this is. I can't explain this feelings. I'm not in love with you. But I want you to be happy. I know I can't always be the one to make you happy, but I would love every single opportunity to be able to.

I want to give you things you've been missing in your life. I want you to know that you always have someone you can truly count on to be there for you whenever you need them. You can depend on me. 

I want to stand by you, no matter what life throws at us, and I'm willing to fight. Because God knows your stubbornness and my stubbornness have gotten us into trouble before, but I want to work through every single conflict with you.

It's impossible to stay mad at you no matter how deeply you've hurt me or disappointed me. I want to care for you like no one else has or ever will, not even your own mother or that girl who left your heart shattered on the ground after after making you happy momentarily. 

You need to know that you can trust me with your secrets, your insecurities, your silly-ness and immaturity, with the important things in your life. I won't judge you,ever. And even if I won't agree with something,it won't make me feel any differently about you. 

You need to know that you can be yourself around me because everyone needs at least one person who they can tear down the walls with and just be themselves-entirely. 

I want to make you feel safe, like you can once again trust the good in people, that there is still hope. That not all seven billions people in this Earth are the same. That someone genuinely does care. 

I want to give everything I have to you and I ask for nothing in return.

I want to help you be the best person you wish to be, and I want to be there for you every step of the way because you're important to me and you matter.

I believe in you. I just want to be your friend. I don't know why I feel this way. but I do...

Is this what love is??  To sacrifice yourself for benefit of others individual?? I don't know about that. But, why do I feel these things for you??

this feeling never felt

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.— Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie

Saturday, September 8, 2012

jika dia teman hidupku

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang menjadi pilihan di Lauhul Mahfuz-Mu..
Yakinkan hatiku untuk terus melayari bahtera cinta ini bersamanya.. 

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang akan membimbing di titian sirat-Mu..
Tetapkan rasa redhaku atas segala perbuatannya.. 

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang bakal menjadi peneman di syurga-Mu..
Labuhkan maafku akan segala silapnya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang terbaik buat diri di dunia pinjaman-Mu..
Peliharakan kata-kataku daripada menyakiti perasaannya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang merupakan jodoh yang diredhai-Mu.. 
Sabarkan diriku untuk menghadapi segala kerenahnya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang menjadi rebutan para hamba-Mu..
Tunjukkan aku jalan terbaik untuk menghadapinya...

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang selalu tergoda dengan keindahan ciptaan-Mu..
Kuatkan hatiku untuk terus membimbingnya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang sering tewas dengan nafsu yang melalaikan daripada-Mu..
Tabahkan aku untuk memperbetulkan keadaannya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang amat mencintai kesesatan daripada jalan-Mu..
Pandukan jiwaku untuk menyedarkan dia daripada terus terlena..

Ya Allah..
Jika salah aku dalam membuat keputusan..
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan kebenaran..
Jika lalai aku dalam tanggungjawab sebagai teman..
Hukumlah  aku di dunia, bukannya di akhirat yang menyeksakan..
Jika ingkar aku daripada ketaatan..
Tunjuklah aku ke pintu kerahmatan..

Ketahuilah Ya Allah..
Aku hina tanpa pemberian-Mu..
Aku lemah tanpa pimpinan-Mu..
Aku cacat tanpa pertolongan-Mu..
Aku buta tanpa suluhan petunjuk-Mu..
Aku pekak tanpa sebaran wahyu-Mu..
Aku bisu tanpa panduan kalam-Mu..

Kerana sesungguhnya Ya Allah..
Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku..
Engkau Maha Mengampuni atas segala dosa dan khilafku...

Thursday, September 6, 2012

seandainya saya isteri kamu yang sah.



seorang isteri menangis2 nak mandikan jenazah suami dia.. bapak mertua dgn polis forensik x bagi.. sambil menangis isteri berkata ini janji kami suami isteri.. jika abang mati dulu kamu (isteri) mandikanlah jenazah abang, Andai kamu (isteri) mati dulu dari abang, abang akan mandikan jenazah kamu.. 

dari luar bilik mayat hospital seorang ustaz masuk tanye ape hal then ustaz tu kate x pe kalau isteri nak mandikan jenazah suami.. ustaz tadi bersama beberapa org lagi temankan si isteri mandikan jenazah suaminya.. 
dengan tenang isteri membasuh muka suaminya sambil berdoa, "Inilah wajah suami yang ku sayang tetapi Allah lebih sayangkan abang.. Moga Allah ampunkan dosa abang dan satukan kite di akhirat nanti.."
membasuh tangan jenazah suami sambil berkata "Tangan inilah yang mencari rezeki yang halal untuk kami, masuk ke mulut kami. moga Allah beri pahala untuk mu suami ku.."

membasuh tubuh jenazah suami smbil berkata "tubuh inilah yg memberi pelukan kasih syg pd ku dan ank2,moga Allah beri pahala berganda untukmu wahai suamiku"
membasuh kaki jenazah suami smbil berkata "dgn kaki ini abang kluar mencari rezeki utk kami, berjalan dan berdiri sepanjang hari semata2 untuk mencari sesuap nasi,terima kasih abang...moga Allah beri kau kenikmatan hidup d akhirat dan pahala yg berlipat kali gandanya"

selesai memandikan jenazah suaminya, si isteri mengucup sayu suaminya dan berkata "trima ksih abang krana aku bahagia sepanjang mnjadi isterimu dan terlalu bahagia dan trima kasih krna meninggalkan aku bersama permata hatimu yg persis dirimu dan aku sbg seorang istri redha akn pemergianmu krna ksih syg Allah s.w.t

seandainya telah tertulis takdir jika aku pergi dahulu dari kamu. aku berdoa supaya Allah memberi peluang kepadaku untuk menjadi isterimu yang sah walau hanya untuk seketika. supaya dapat aku malayari kehidupan sebagai seorang isteri walau untuk 1 hari, 1 jam, mahupun seminit. dan permintaan ku kepadamu supaya kau madikan jenazahku dan aku ingin kau tersenym tanpa iringan air mata dari mu.. kerana aku yakin Allah pasti akan mamberimu kebahagiaan kelak walau aku tiada lagi disisimu. :) 


doa seorang kekasih

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala


Thursday, August 30, 2012

remuk hatiku

ya ALLAH tuhan je yang tahu bertapa sakit nya hati seorang perempuan bile org yg slame ni die syg selingkuh di depan matanya sendiri.. air mata pon x dapat nk bg ketenangan kt hati ni.. pedih sgt rase. slame ni kite percye kan dan bg sepenuh kasih syg tp dy sanggup buat seorg perempuan mcm ni. ape kan daya.. ALLAh lebih mngetahui segala yg tersurat dan tersirat.. semoga ALLAH membalas segala2 nya.. amiinnn~

Monday, May 28, 2012

it's really tired

Yes I do. I'm tired with all miserable thing that happened lately. I'm tired of feeling sick, heartache, and unwanted. I'm tired with all people who keep on pretending and lie and selfish like hell. I'm tired with all these shit. I wanna move on. I wanna set myself free. I wanna have fun. I wanna forget everything that might make my heart crushed and fuck all people who acted dumb in front of me. I wanna fight for it, enjoy every moment in my life without fear and tears.

I gave up.I got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay because I wanted you in my life. Then I realize that you didn't even care. Maybe I realized it's too late, but it's still hurts. Maybe I was hoping that we'd find a way to change and turn it back to what it used to be. I have to draw the line because there comes a point where I just had enough and I'd love to give up, but I never did because I had hope that it would change. Now, I think I have to make that decision because it's not fair to the both of us- especially me. It pains me to say this, maybe because I still care, but I have to tell you goodbye. I know what my problem is now. I can't let people go. I put so much effort into putting them in my life that I just hang onto them. But people change and things aren't what they used to be. I just wanted to tell you that I'm happy you've stepped into my life, even for a short while. You've made me realize a lot of thing about myself and the people around me. I don't regret ever being your girl. Thank you for your love, your attention, your kindness, your spontaneously jokes in purpose to make me smile and all those sweet or cute things you ever did. I'm going to miss you. So, for both our sake's, this is my goodbye.


Tuesday, May 22, 2012

DOA BUAT HATI YANG TERLUKA

ok..mende actually jmpe kt fb.. n saje nk share kt cni..
Ya Allah,
Bilamana aku masih mengingati si dia yang bukan milikku,
maka, bantulah aku untuk aku melupakan dirinya..

Andai ada kenangan antara kami yang mengikat diri,
maka lupuskanlah ia dari ingatanku..

Biarkan aku jauh dari dirinya,
dan ikatlah diriku ini untuk terus setia dengan kasihMu..

Hilangkan bayangan dia dari mindaku ini Ya Allah,
dan payungilah aku dengan rahmatMu,

Perindahkanlah lisanku ini untuk terus berzikir
menyebut asma' Mu..
agar aku sentiasa selamat dengan CINTAMU..
Ameen ya Rabbal Alamin..


Friday, May 18, 2012


reality bout life

it's hard to forget the memories ., it's even harder to forget the people who included in those moments. It's easy to forgive ,hard to forget.  but when you forgive , forget about it. okay obviously you won't . but be easy. everybody makes mistake.
Why is it so hard to forget something hurtful? because Allah wants us to learn from it and make us utterly stronger.
We still survive today because Allah has given us a lot of tests in our life. To make us stronger and to teach us the value of something valuable? haha means that we 'll know the value of someone/something that is good to us. For us to appreciate more.mcm mane pulak losing someone teach us? Hmm , for us to muhasabah diri maybe? Allah nak bagi kita hidayah and nikmat dalam banyak cara. takde kemanisan tanpa melalui kepahitan. Sometimes kita terlalu selesa dengan kedudukan kita sampai lupa. Lupa nak mensyukuri apa yang dah Allah bagi kita.and salah satu cara uji kita habis habisan melalui orang yang kita sayang.


Forgive and forget bersihkan hati. kalau kita maafkan and tak lupakan.kita still berdendam lah kan?tapi. doakan lah yang terbaik untuk semua. mengingati untuk belajar dari kesilapan then insyaAllah akan ok. Orang kata , cakap senang ah. Dude , aku pun manusia. aku pernah melalui macam macam jugak. but we have no right lah.. No matter what , try to think positive about everythings ,bersangka baik dengan orang insyaAllah bawa kepada bersangka baik dengan Allah punya plan. Heartbreaks (term untuk segala jenis cinta) ni nampak je buruk habis but then ,  Allah bagi kita jumpa orang yang buat kita heartbroken sebab nak ingatkan kita lah. but tulah aku pun ingatkan diri aku , kalau orang tu,or kawan kita tu yang terbaik buat kita. bagilah dia pada waktu yang terbaik. kalau tak di dunia ,kat akhirat. Sebab apa tau,Allah ambik sesuatu or seseorang tu dari kita and biar kita melalui sakit tu and Allah akan gantikan yang lebih baik. unexpected. Allah kan is the best .Yang pasti , everything happens for a reason . in order for us to be a better person and get a better thing in life. AllahuAllah , He's the almighty. in whatever we do , insyaAllah.give our best ,mohon petunjuk darinya.,mohon iman yang kuat. Wallahua'lam. 

:)

even u doesn't call me n text me.. i'm understand that..
even u doesn't care about me.. i'm understand that..
but if one day i stop loving u.. i hope u understand that too..^^

Tuesday, May 15, 2012


Dari Abu Hurairah ra, Nabi saw bersabda: "Siapa yang merasa pernah berbuat aniaya kepada saudaranya, sama ada berupa kehormatan badan atau harta atau lain-lainnya, hendaknya segera meminta halal (maaf) dari orang itu, sebelum datang suatu hari yang tiada harta dan dinar atau dirham, jika dia punya amal saleh, maka akan diambil menurut penganiayaannya, dan jika tidak mempunyai hasanah (kebaikan), maka diambilkan dari kejahatan orang yang dianiaya itu untuk ditanggungkan kepadanya."
(H.R. Bukhari-Muslim)

You said you didn't want to get involved with me,that one of us would get hurt and how you couldn't bear it. Well that just isn't good enough..Look what happens to people just living their lives. They get hurt, it's not fair they get hurt but they do, all the time, no matter how careful they are. Somebody can just just come along and hurt them, for no stupid reason..

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

ini lah manusia yang x tahu nak hargai kebaikan org.

kite niat nk tlg sesorang 2 dgn ikhlas.. kebanyakan manusia skunk mmg xpndai nk berterima kasih.. time dorg susah..dtg cri kite..mcm2 ckp..ayat mnis2 je..baik pompan mahupun lelaki.. bile dah dapat.. hidup mereka senang. pernah dia pk kan kite? hah! blagak lg ada la.. lupa diri.. ckp pon da terbalik..

Saturday, May 5, 2012

it might be true


Friday, April 27, 2012

disebalik raut wajah kegembiraan,pati ade terselit secalit kedukaan..disebalik sinar mata yg ceria pasti ada tersembunyi air mata kesedihan....biarlah org tengok kita bahagia walaupon kita sedang bersedih..senyumlah untuk mengubat duka..♥
segenggam tabah....^_^
bertali arus dugaan tiba,menakung sebak air mata,
namun xpernah pun setitis gugur berderai di pipi...
tidak ditempa hidup sengsara,suratan nasib yg melanda..
menongkah badai bergelora,,,diredah bersendirian..
Ya Allah,berilah aku kekuatan agar tabah dalam menempuh segala dugaan-Mu...

YA ALLAH...hadirkan lah DIA..


AKU BAHAGIA UNTUK MU..:)


Thursday, April 26, 2012

never end..

walaupun sy hanya akan hidup dalam sejarah awk..tp pic nh ttp sy akn simpan..:)

Kau katakan padaku
Betapa lelahnya dirimu menghadapi aku
Kau katakan padaku
Ingin kau mengakhiri semua ini
Tak bisakah engkau cuba
Melihat diriku dan semua cintaku
Tak bisakah engkau cuba
Hargai hatiku dan perasaan ku untukmu
Cubalah tuk mengerti aku
Seperti aku yang mengerti semua tentang dirimu
Cubalah tuk merasakanku
Seperti aku yang merasakan semua isi hatimu
✿~ SEKUAT mana seorang WANITA cuba menghadapi DUGAAN..
✿~ SETABAH mana seorang wanita cuba melalui UJIAN..
✿~ SETENANG mana seorang wanita cuba MENYEMBUNYIKAN KESEDIHAN..
Adakalanya, AIR MATA akan tetap JATUH BERGUGURAN di pipi walau dalam SENYUMAN, lumrah wanita penuh KASIH SAYANG dan KELEMBUTAN, mudah terguris dan terhiris, hati halusnya menguatkan SEMANGAT dalam diri dan..hanya LELAKI SEJATI sahaja yang mampu menjadi PENAWAR buat dirinya..♥♥
:: Saya akan BELAJAR untuk TABAH ::

Sunday, April 22, 2012


Tuhan memberikanku cinta
Untuk ku persembahkan hanyalah padamu
Dia anugerahkanku kasih
Hanya untuk berkasih berbagi denganmu

Atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
Ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
Restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu
Ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah
Hampa terasa bila ku tanpamu
Hidupku terasa mati jika ku tak bersamamu
Hanya dirimu satu yang aku inginkan
Ku bersumpah sampai mati hanyalah dirimu

understand me deeply plleezz..!


its all about what u mean...


what can i be


Late at night as i lay in bed,
As many thoughts rush through my head,
I think about the weak and strong,
I question all the right from wrong,
I wonder who could i really be,
I think of what’s gotten into me,
I hang out with the entirely wrong crowd,
All these thoughts i am thinking out loud,
What is this life i am in?
My head is now beginning to spin,
I pace my room without a sound,
Walking in circles round and round,
All these questions i have to ask,
I can never finish a single task,
My heart is beating really fast,
Asking myself will this really last
Nothing i do feels like it’s right,
Even though i am very bright,
Why does it feel this way?,
The exact same thing every day
So here i am thinking in my head,
All the negative things i’ve said,
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be
Sitting here thinking for a while,
I find myself beginning to smile,
All these emotions i have to express,
Letting go of all this stress,
Sitting here in the rain,
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to wilt,
Holding onto all this guilt,
While falling asleep i begin to cry,
Thinking about how hard i try,
As I am beginning to find my way,
I think who am i today
Thinking about all the nights i cried,
Holding all these feelings inside,
Now getting all them off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping for the best,
My life is like a story told,
My heart is something that i hold,
It’s not something on my sleeve,
As many things as i achieve
I think about all the positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee sting,
Life isn’t something I can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside of me
Late at night as i lay in bed,
All these thoughts rushing through my head,
I no longer think about the weak and strong,
Nor do i question the right from wrong.