Sunday, September 9, 2012

hope u'll understand dear..:')


Remember when I cried to you a thousand timesI told you everything, you know my feelings

These feelings I can't shake no moreThis feeling's running out the doorI can feel it falling downAnd I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no moreThis emptiness in the bottom drawerIt's getting harder to pretendAnd I'm not coming back around againRemember when
I remember when it was 'Together till the end'Now I'm alone again, where do I begin?I cried a little bit, you died a little bitPlease say there's no regrets and say you won't forget
But I'm not lost and I'm not goneI haven't forgot
That was then, now it's the endI'm not going back, I can't pretend

I've never wanted anyone so bad after I've been hurt by someone until I meet you. Since that you bring back my smile, my laugh and throw away all the tears. You told me to keep on flying and catch my dream even there is so many obstacles in front of me and I did. But suddenly, when everytime I try to fly, I fall...

 Because, you broke one of my wings and I will keep on falling if you didn't catch me. :')

THE THINGS THAT A GUY'S ALWAYS FORGET

I'm just found it while I'm blog walking on someone's blog. Well, actually its just a nice word to shared. So for all dear guys out there, do figured it out. Heart is not a toy that you can play with, its fragile and can turn into the pieces anytime, so stop playing with that.

THE THINGS THAT A GUY'S ALWAYS FORGET


• While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention.

• While you’re giving her problems, another guy is listening.

• While you're too busy for her, another Guy is making time for her.

• While you're making her cry, another Guy is trying to make her smile again.

• When you're not sure if you still want her, another Guy has already figured it out.


Appreciate what you have before it become what you had.

i don't know what this feeling..


I don't know what this is. I can't explain this feelings. I'm not in love with you. But I want you to be happy. I know I can't always be the one to make you happy, but I would love every single opportunity to be able to.

I want to give you things you've been missing in your life. I want you to know that you always have someone you can truly count on to be there for you whenever you need them. You can depend on me. 

I want to stand by you, no matter what life throws at us, and I'm willing to fight. Because God knows your stubbornness and my stubbornness have gotten us into trouble before, but I want to work through every single conflict with you.

It's impossible to stay mad at you no matter how deeply you've hurt me or disappointed me. I want to care for you like no one else has or ever will, not even your own mother or that girl who left your heart shattered on the ground after after making you happy momentarily. 

You need to know that you can trust me with your secrets, your insecurities, your silly-ness and immaturity, with the important things in your life. I won't judge you,ever. And even if I won't agree with something,it won't make me feel any differently about you. 

You need to know that you can be yourself around me because everyone needs at least one person who they can tear down the walls with and just be themselves-entirely. 

I want to make you feel safe, like you can once again trust the good in people, that there is still hope. That not all seven billions people in this Earth are the same. That someone genuinely does care. 

I want to give everything I have to you and I ask for nothing in return.

I want to help you be the best person you wish to be, and I want to be there for you every step of the way because you're important to me and you matter.

I believe in you. I just want to be your friend. I don't know why I feel this way. but I do...

Is this what love is??  To sacrifice yourself for benefit of others individual?? I don't know about that. But, why do I feel these things for you??

this feeling never felt

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.— Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie

Saturday, September 8, 2012

jika dia teman hidupku

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang menjadi pilihan di Lauhul Mahfuz-Mu..
Yakinkan hatiku untuk terus melayari bahtera cinta ini bersamanya.. 

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang akan membimbing di titian sirat-Mu..
Tetapkan rasa redhaku atas segala perbuatannya.. 

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang bakal menjadi peneman di syurga-Mu..
Labuhkan maafku akan segala silapnya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang terbaik buat diri di dunia pinjaman-Mu..
Peliharakan kata-kataku daripada menyakiti perasaannya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang merupakan jodoh yang diredhai-Mu.. 
Sabarkan diriku untuk menghadapi segala kerenahnya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang menjadi rebutan para hamba-Mu..
Tunjukkan aku jalan terbaik untuk menghadapinya...

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang selalu tergoda dengan keindahan ciptaan-Mu..
Kuatkan hatiku untuk terus membimbingnya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang sering tewas dengan nafsu yang melalaikan daripada-Mu..
Tabahkan aku untuk memperbetulkan keadaannya..

Ya Allah..
Jika dia teman hidupku yang amat mencintai kesesatan daripada jalan-Mu..
Pandukan jiwaku untuk menyedarkan dia daripada terus terlena..

Ya Allah..
Jika salah aku dalam membuat keputusan..
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan kebenaran..
Jika lalai aku dalam tanggungjawab sebagai teman..
Hukumlah  aku di dunia, bukannya di akhirat yang menyeksakan..
Jika ingkar aku daripada ketaatan..
Tunjuklah aku ke pintu kerahmatan..

Ketahuilah Ya Allah..
Aku hina tanpa pemberian-Mu..
Aku lemah tanpa pimpinan-Mu..
Aku cacat tanpa pertolongan-Mu..
Aku buta tanpa suluhan petunjuk-Mu..
Aku pekak tanpa sebaran wahyu-Mu..
Aku bisu tanpa panduan kalam-Mu..

Kerana sesungguhnya Ya Allah..
Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku..
Engkau Maha Mengampuni atas segala dosa dan khilafku...

Thursday, September 6, 2012

seandainya saya isteri kamu yang sah.



seorang isteri menangis2 nak mandikan jenazah suami dia.. bapak mertua dgn polis forensik x bagi.. sambil menangis isteri berkata ini janji kami suami isteri.. jika abang mati dulu kamu (isteri) mandikanlah jenazah abang, Andai kamu (isteri) mati dulu dari abang, abang akan mandikan jenazah kamu.. 

dari luar bilik mayat hospital seorang ustaz masuk tanye ape hal then ustaz tu kate x pe kalau isteri nak mandikan jenazah suami.. ustaz tadi bersama beberapa org lagi temankan si isteri mandikan jenazah suaminya.. 
dengan tenang isteri membasuh muka suaminya sambil berdoa, "Inilah wajah suami yang ku sayang tetapi Allah lebih sayangkan abang.. Moga Allah ampunkan dosa abang dan satukan kite di akhirat nanti.."
membasuh tangan jenazah suami sambil berkata "Tangan inilah yang mencari rezeki yang halal untuk kami, masuk ke mulut kami. moga Allah beri pahala untuk mu suami ku.."

membasuh tubuh jenazah suami smbil berkata "tubuh inilah yg memberi pelukan kasih syg pd ku dan ank2,moga Allah beri pahala berganda untukmu wahai suamiku"
membasuh kaki jenazah suami smbil berkata "dgn kaki ini abang kluar mencari rezeki utk kami, berjalan dan berdiri sepanjang hari semata2 untuk mencari sesuap nasi,terima kasih abang...moga Allah beri kau kenikmatan hidup d akhirat dan pahala yg berlipat kali gandanya"

selesai memandikan jenazah suaminya, si isteri mengucup sayu suaminya dan berkata "trima ksih abang krana aku bahagia sepanjang mnjadi isterimu dan terlalu bahagia dan trima kasih krna meninggalkan aku bersama permata hatimu yg persis dirimu dan aku sbg seorang istri redha akn pemergianmu krna ksih syg Allah s.w.t

seandainya telah tertulis takdir jika aku pergi dahulu dari kamu. aku berdoa supaya Allah memberi peluang kepadaku untuk menjadi isterimu yang sah walau hanya untuk seketika. supaya dapat aku malayari kehidupan sebagai seorang isteri walau untuk 1 hari, 1 jam, mahupun seminit. dan permintaan ku kepadamu supaya kau madikan jenazahku dan aku ingin kau tersenym tanpa iringan air mata dari mu.. kerana aku yakin Allah pasti akan mamberimu kebahagiaan kelak walau aku tiada lagi disisimu. :) 


doa seorang kekasih

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala