Thursday, July 9, 2015

i let you go

 Everyone has gone, and somehow your are the only one that come along. You make me calm. And that time i know that you're the only one that i need. That one that would make me forget how hurt i was felt before. The one that would wipe my tears away and put a smile on my face. 

But, no one seems to know, how quickly people change. How quickly they always seems to come and go. 

Ups and down happen and someone had come between us. And you walked so easily. At that time i knew that i would never want to lose you as i knew how hurt it is before. I put my self as an option to be choose. Im begging, im crying and i keep blaming my self  what happen and i trying to understand those reason. You let me down so perfectly. Everytime you say good bye i hope that it would not be the last.

But, at that time when you choose me, i felt that i was the luckiest one. I keep talking to my self that you still love me. Without noticing that actually i force you to stay. I hold you too tight and you does not have chance to make your move. I dont even give you to make an option. All i did is just force you to stay. 

But when this time come. I would never hold you as tight as before. Believing that sometimes let go is best decision make me realize that i would never get all that i want even though i know the one that i want is you. 

nowww, i let you go.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Pulau Perhentian

Okay entry ni just nak cerita pasal short vacay time bulan 3 hari tuh. Actually mmg best pergi perhentian ni. But disebabkan beberapa faktor jd tk best. Kami pergi berlima. Maklum la dah konon2 sem akhir nak spent time sama2 la tuh. Okayy. Kami ambik pakej hanan travelling agency which is cost myr315 Per head. survey pun dkt fb je. Tapi.... hemmm. Really dissapointed. Bila sampai pkcik boat tnya nak kena hnta dkt mna. We told him yellow house and die bt muka! Kami trus tnya dia mcm2 and mmg terus takde mood nk pi sana. Yellow house ni rumah kayu yg terletak di perkampungan nelayan actually. Kat situ kampung bkn tmpt perlancongan. Okay then bila sampai kt jeti ee decide nak tuka tempat. Lama tunggu hanan ni bg kami tuka dkt the reef. Then tunggu boat ambik semua pergi the reef. Discuss pasal bayaran die ambik myr275 ak include makanan. Dalam initary before this bnyak sgt activity sebenarnya. Tapi.....apa yg kami dpt cuma sebuah bilik yg dikongsi berlima. Boat pergi balik and snorkling 3 point. Mahal! Yg lain aktiviti kami buat semua kene tambah duit sendiri. Tambang boat nk ke long beach which may cost up to myr30. Tpi awal2 datang dah kenal dgn abg bwak boat so dpt la murah sikit. Mereka jugak la yang bawak kami bersnorkling sampai 2 hari, pergi tngok sunset, bawak pergi long beach. So, for those planning nk pergi perhentian i prefer korang walk in je. Lagi murah. Seriesly beb. Tapi kalau nak ambik pakej make sure pilih betul2.
Ini romantik beach. Cantik sgt tngok sunset utk ambik gamba. 
Untuk sape yg nk release tensyen pergi sana mmg best. ikan2 kat sana pun cantik. Tapi memory i damaged so tak dapat nk belanja gambar2 ikan. Next time maybe. 





2015

First entry for 2015. Dah lama tak bukak blog ni. Dah lebih setahun dah. Tiba2 terdetik kt hati nk berblog semula. Almost a year dah macam2 jadi, diharungi, pahit manis kehidupan macam2 dah rasa. Tapi diri ini masih lagi gagah dan tabah berjalan walaupun kadangkala langkah teraungkur di tengah jalan. Tidak mengharapkan pelangi utk sentiasa muncul namun percaya setiap kepahitan itu ada manisnya. Mungkin tidak selamanya tapi cukup utk membuat diri ini bahagia. Eceh ayattt. Pagi2 macam ni datang ilham pulak kan. Thats all.