Saturday, October 27, 2012

what if i can't forget u


"It’s hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life’d be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it."
"When you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with the curves of his shoulders. The angles of his collarbones. You fall in love with the colors of his eyes and the softness oh his lips. You fall in love with his cheekbones, you fall in love with every eyelash, every freckle. You fall in love with everything."

jika mencari kesempurnaan itu bukan aku

i've try so may times to win ur heart but until now there is nothing i got. u never appreciate me. never at all. i can't face it anymore. its really hurt !

Sunday, September 9, 2012

hope u'll understand dear..:')


Remember when I cried to you a thousand timesI told you everything, you know my feelings

These feelings I can't shake no moreThis feeling's running out the doorI can feel it falling downAnd I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no moreThis emptiness in the bottom drawerIt's getting harder to pretendAnd I'm not coming back around againRemember when
I remember when it was 'Together till the end'Now I'm alone again, where do I begin?I cried a little bit, you died a little bitPlease say there's no regrets and say you won't forget
But I'm not lost and I'm not goneI haven't forgot
That was then, now it's the endI'm not going back, I can't pretend

I've never wanted anyone so bad after I've been hurt by someone until I meet you. Since that you bring back my smile, my laugh and throw away all the tears. You told me to keep on flying and catch my dream even there is so many obstacles in front of me and I did. But suddenly, when everytime I try to fly, I fall...

 Because, you broke one of my wings and I will keep on falling if you didn't catch me. :')

THE THINGS THAT A GUY'S ALWAYS FORGET

I'm just found it while I'm blog walking on someone's blog. Well, actually its just a nice word to shared. So for all dear guys out there, do figured it out. Heart is not a toy that you can play with, its fragile and can turn into the pieces anytime, so stop playing with that.

THE THINGS THAT A GUY'S ALWAYS FORGET


• While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention.

• While you’re giving her problems, another guy is listening.

• While you're too busy for her, another Guy is making time for her.

• While you're making her cry, another Guy is trying to make her smile again.

• When you're not sure if you still want her, another Guy has already figured it out.


Appreciate what you have before it become what you had.

i don't know what this feeling..


I don't know what this is. I can't explain this feelings. I'm not in love with you. But I want you to be happy. I know I can't always be the one to make you happy, but I would love every single opportunity to be able to.

I want to give you things you've been missing in your life. I want you to know that you always have someone you can truly count on to be there for you whenever you need them. You can depend on me. 

I want to stand by you, no matter what life throws at us, and I'm willing to fight. Because God knows your stubbornness and my stubbornness have gotten us into trouble before, but I want to work through every single conflict with you.

It's impossible to stay mad at you no matter how deeply you've hurt me or disappointed me. I want to care for you like no one else has or ever will, not even your own mother or that girl who left your heart shattered on the ground after after making you happy momentarily. 

You need to know that you can trust me with your secrets, your insecurities, your silly-ness and immaturity, with the important things in your life. I won't judge you,ever. And even if I won't agree with something,it won't make me feel any differently about you. 

You need to know that you can be yourself around me because everyone needs at least one person who they can tear down the walls with and just be themselves-entirely. 

I want to make you feel safe, like you can once again trust the good in people, that there is still hope. That not all seven billions people in this Earth are the same. That someone genuinely does care. 

I want to give everything I have to you and I ask for nothing in return.

I want to help you be the best person you wish to be, and I want to be there for you every step of the way because you're important to me and you matter.

I believe in you. I just want to be your friend. I don't know why I feel this way. but I do...

Is this what love is??  To sacrifice yourself for benefit of others individual?? I don't know about that. But, why do I feel these things for you??